It is a pleasant October night…the autumn kisses the night’s cold with every wind breeze, with every star’s twinkle. In my heart everything it’s so messed up that I don’t even remember when you appeared, not even when you disappeared…I don’t know why you came in my life and neither your intention. I didn’t need anyone, I had myself and that was enough. Things were so simple and known, they were calmed and situated. Suddenly, you arrived and I couldn’t find anymore my place in the scenery. The first smile remained on my lips just like a butterfly, feeding its thirst from my longing of you.
Later, I met you and everything seemed so naturally till the day when I found the last smile somewhere, deep in my body, serried in a corner, watching out for other thoughts…and I gave it to you. With just a look you changed my season and the rain drops scattered me again sadness. With a hand you were the holding the umbrella and with the other one you were holding me….but there wasn’t anymore “us” and the universe of drops, it was a whole cold world of thoughts between us. I wished I had told you something more, but the rain has already told too much…I take a deep look at you, although you’re part of the past…it stills hurts. Too late I understood that actually I wasn’t needed there because you had conquered all my space and there was nothing else for me. Now I wonder myself, where could I look for you, where I can find you if you’re not even in my memories anymore? Why did you come in my life if you knew that you would leave it so fast?
Soplo de una mariposa 