I would like to stop just for a second only to tell you that I have made a step more. But that would be a lie because I haven’t done any step…I’m still here, bounded to the past and to the present, but with my heart behind or forward.
But maybe you should know that if you run, you don’t have to let your soul behind but make sure that he follows you. If your soul remains behind, it means that you’re sad. But it isn’t good being happy neither…the best thing is to be nobody. Because “nobody” has at the same time everything and nothing. He can do anything because no one asks him counts. Having a name involves the risk of being judged and forgotten and you can get hurt. I choose to be a girl and a “nobody” because I want freedom, happiness and sadness, good and bad because without them life couldn’t exist. I choose to be a “nobody” because I don’t wanna be a name written on a piece of paper rumpled and thrown to the recycle bin. I want a memory.
That’s why I choose me, the happy and the sad one, the one who can laugh with tears, the one who loves nature, sea, air, colours and music. I choose to be the one who can bring you a smile on your sad face when you’re gonna be thinking about her. I choose to be a LUCKY girl. Because I consider myself a lucky girl for the simple fact that I wake up every morning surrounded by love, by friends. But the most important thing is that I choose to be a lucky one because I can give to anyone a little love, joy and understanding. I’m happy that I was born and thankful for this gift that someone gave me.
Soplo de una mariposa 